Category: Musings

I am lost. I used to be such a believer of love and all its glory. I could take happiness in reading contemporary romance and watching chick flicks but lately it seems as if all my romance mojo is gone. I still get the kilig feeling every now and then but I can’t deny the fact that something has changed within me that has got me acting like a cynic for… Continue Reading

Let me write this here before all is forgotten. Let me write this here before I lose that spark. I had been listening to Benedict Cumberbatch’s reading of John Keat’s Ode to a Nightingale the whole day and the following verse just came out almost naturally last night to me which I then posted as a Facebook status. That I were born for another sunrise to love and be loved,… Continue Reading

It’s a season of rain and typhoons again and at nights like this one where the wind is howling against the windows and big raindrops are falling on the rooftop, I wish there was someone lying in his bed, wide awake and thinking of me just as I am thinking of him, and wishing we’d be together, holding each other in this cold and rainy night, right at this very… Continue Reading

Am I even on your mind? There has been that nagging and inexplicable feeling again as if I have a rock at the bottom of my stomach or a lump in my throat. I guess it will always be like this when you’re trying to figure something (someone) out. When you’re lost and you don’t know where you stand or where you should go. It’s like saudade – a deep longing… Continue Reading